so right now it just FEELS like people wants drama, which, is just totally the opposite of what i need right now. i just like...want to feel clear and totally stress free the few days i have left before school starts. and its really hard when everyone is just totally surrounding you with shit you dont care about. i just feel like if i say anything someone will start some shit and its just like wtf...i KNOW its the last week of summer, but you dont have to fucking take it out on me, i dont want school as much as you fucking jesus christ!!!
my mom literally has no life! she woke me up today at 10 and told me to get up and go to the gym with her- i was like "what, mom im SLEEPING" and she was like "we need to work out"....we just did two days ago its not like a BIG emergency...she keeps telling me about her theory that if i work out i wont be so stressed out, but no, it just pisses me off cause im just SO BORED OF MY WORKOUT! im tired of running on treadmills and that damn elyptical machine and lifting the same weights i am tired of working out pppperiod...and im tired of my mom nagging at me about every fucking thing i do! its like, im sorry you dont have a life- but i do. and i want to live it, not go work out at the gym 24/7.
my mom can do whatever the SHIT she wants, she doesnt have to fucking bring me down to her horrible social stadus....my mom is so annoying. everywhere we GO she has to like TALK to people like they're her friends- which is really cool, i mean im glad shes a little too overly friendly then like a complete bitch to everyone- but it gets so fucking embarressing. example: yesturday we went to get shoes at washington square....i found the shoes i wanted, went to the register and you know being polite you kind of smile and say hello, and thank them and walk away? not. my. mom. shes just like "YUUUUUUUP....girls just gotta have their shoes, i know when i was her age i had billions of heals. and i had to pay for every pair- kids these days are so spoiled" just to some poor teenage girl who is just working on commision and trying hard to smile when really she wants to kill us both.
i hope i am never, ever like that to my children. tell you THAT much...
okay WOW talk about a fucking coicidence....my mom a minute ago told me to go get ready to go to the gym. hahahaha
so i guess i will go just to make her happy and that way when she yells at me for not going tomorrow, i'll tell her we went today ands he'll be satisfied. wtf woman way to ruin my LIFE!
more later
xoxo
liz
my mom literally has no life! she woke me up today at 10 and told me to get up and go to the gym with her- i was like "what, mom im SLEEPING" and she was like "we need to work out"....we just did two days ago its not like a BIG emergency...she keeps telling me about her theory that if i work out i wont be so stressed out, but no, it just pisses me off cause im just SO BORED OF MY WORKOUT! im tired of running on treadmills and that damn elyptical machine and lifting the same weights i am tired of working out pppperiod...and im tired of my mom nagging at me about every fucking thing i do! its like, im sorry you dont have a life- but i do. and i want to live it, not go work out at the gym 24/7.
my mom can do whatever the SHIT she wants, she doesnt have to fucking bring me down to her horrible social stadus....my mom is so annoying. everywhere we GO she has to like TALK to people like they're her friends- which is really cool, i mean im glad shes a little too overly friendly then like a complete bitch to everyone- but it gets so fucking embarressing. example: yesturday we went to get shoes at washington square....i found the shoes i wanted, went to the register and you know being polite you kind of smile and say hello, and thank them and walk away? not. my. mom. shes just like "YUUUUUUUP....girls just gotta have their shoes, i know when i was her age i had billions of heals. and i had to pay for every pair- kids these days are so spoiled" just to some poor teenage girl who is just working on commision and trying hard to smile when really she wants to kill us both.
i hope i am never, ever like that to my children. tell you THAT much...
okay WOW talk about a fucking coicidence....my mom a minute ago told me to go get ready to go to the gym. hahahaha
so i guess i will go just to make her happy and that way when she yells at me for not going tomorrow, i'll tell her we went today ands he'll be satisfied. wtf woman way to ruin my LIFE!
more later
xoxo
liz